Last night i was headed to bed, when Mom and Lily talked me into getting in the hot tub for a bit.  so, I did... at one point I was squated in the bottom, It was too deep to sit all the way down, But my face was the only thing above the water... then lily grabbed my arms and pulled me, all this water went up my nose and in my mouth... then about 15 minutes later Mom and Lil were sitting on the edges, because they were too hot and the breaze felt good..so I was floating with my ears in it cause it sounded like I was in the belly of a ship and I could see the stars and the sky was so pretty... then lily decided to jump on me. for some reason she thought pushing my legs down would make my head go up?  well, she pushed me down and I hit my head on the seat. 

It scared me.  I hate water in my face, water makes me nervous anyway. I started crying. I was scared. But i got back in and then we came inside soon after.

But, I just sat out there after they went in and talked to God for a bit.  I really miss looking up at the sky and having quiet times outside.  It's harder because I like to talk at a few notches below normal level when I pray.  But we have four neighbours who's yards are right up to ours, and thye are outside sometimes.  But it was lovely.

Oh and I finally replaced my make up brushes.  I had a powder brush and a blush brush. I lost the powder one on a missions trip and my sister took my blush brush.  so, I have been making do with nothing.  But i got this set with a powder brush, blush brush, lip brush, eye shadow brush (angled), and the eye brow/lash comb/brush.    Oh man, make up is so much more fun to apply with the right tools.   It's like eating.. you can eat with your hands, but sometimes, it just works better and is less of a less if you use a fork.

anddd, i bought some face cleanser, and it came with this free sample of that clean n clear "morning burst".  wow, that stuff is nice.  there's a big difference in my face before I wash it to after, I mean just in my skin.